I’ve been angry for so long that I don’t know what happy is…
I’ve been angry at people for leaving me, even in death…
Angry because I didn’t get the love I felt I deserved.
Angry because of betrayal.
Angry because of lies.
Angry because of pain.
Pain that has kept me bound.
Pain that led to my demise.
Pain that led me to be a saboteur.
Sabotage that led to emptiness.
Sabotage that led to more anger.
Sabotage that pained me more than I could ever explain…