I’ve been angry for so long that I don’t know what happy is…

I’ve been angry at people for leaving me, even in death…

Angry because I didn’t get the love I felt I deserved.

Angry because of betrayal.

Angry because of lies.

Angry because of pain.

Pain that has kept me bound.

Pain that led to my demise.

Pain that led me to be a saboteur.

Sabotage that led to emptiness.

Sabotage that led to more anger.

Sabotage that pained me more than I could ever explain…